N.N. Nicky - Writing: Short Stories, Poetry

Because There Was You I remember every summer I spent with you and remember every summer kisses you placed on my lips. Sadly, I also remember when you left last summer while the grass was still green. The flowers were still fresh, but you decided that all our loving memories were not good enough for you. When you were with me, I was happy. Your love kept me alive, and when you weren’t here, I began to die day by day. I have no regrets falling in love with you. I’m sad that you’re not with me anymore. There’s only this pain you’ve left that makes me think of yesterday when we were together.

Be A Man Why do you have to hide? Why do we have to play all these games? Can you just look at me and tell me how much you care and love me? Why do you laugh when you see me? Why do you talk sweetly to me but can’t tell me the truth in your heart? Be a man, be bold, and tell me and don’t keep it all in your mind. I want you and love you, so don’t be afraid. I won’t turn away from your love because I love you. I love you when you look and smile at me, but it also hurts me to see you with someone else. It hurts me when you’re not telling me how you feel inside.

Back to You I give back to you the roads of yesterday that we walked on when you took my hands and told me how much my love meant to you. I realize now that those loving words were all lies. I give back to you the love you gave to me from when our love first grew. I gave you all my trust and my life and threw myself into your arms. I thought you really cared for me, but I was wrong. You walked away faster than the falling rain and faster than my beating heart. Now everything has come together. Everything is in place, piece by piece and lie by lie. All the sad thoughts of you and me, which were once lovely thoughts, have now faded away with you. 

Back to Loneliness I’ve sat through so many hours thinking about you. I’ve walked so many streets wondering about you and thinking about those dreamy eyes. And I’m wondering if I’d ever see you again. The weather has changed, and the hours are coming to an end. I sing to myself as I remember of those moments when you took my hands and I closed my eyes to fall into the night with you. Now, I’m holding my own hands and falling into my own dreams without you. I guess this means back to loneliness. Back to the seconds and minutes of living without love. I live these moments like I used to before you entered my life and made it brand new. Today, I live without you, without love, without worries, and without the warmth. Back to loneliness of those moments when I saw you, but I didn’t take your hands. Back to those moments when our eyes didn’t meet, when the words of love didn’t come from you, and when everything was innocent and quiet. I’ll miss those moments and miss you as I walk through t...

Baby, Try Try, baby, try, just to give us one more chance. Try, baby, try, to go back to our loving days. Our love has gone far from what we want it to be. If you’d just try, we can be together again. All we need is a chance for our love to grow. We’ve been waiting for all our lives to get through this, but if there isn’t a chance, we won’t get through it. Forget the pain that we’d created for each other. Close your eyes and forget every sad moments when we were together. Let yourself be free, give us a chance, and you’ll see that it’s worth trying. If we try to be lovers once again, there’ll be no regret, because our love will never be like it was before. Don’t give up on our love. Love is always here with us. So, baby, try again. Don’t give up on our days and chances because love is forever here with us. Love will always be there when you believe. When life is empty, forget about yesterday. Hold out your hands to me, give us a chance, and love will be here. So, don’t worry and be h...

A Fool in Love "When I was in pain, you were the one who gave me the love I needed. Now I sit here all alone in the cold dark empty room listening to the songs. I cry for yesterday. I cry because I’m a fool in loving you.  I’m a fool in love now that you’ve walked away before the songs are finished."

 A Fool for You "I was a fool in love when you walked into my life.  You told me how much you loved me and how beautiful I looked. You told me how you couldn’t sleep when you closed your eyes because you kept on seeing my wonderful smile and lovely lips in your dreams. I was a fool when you told me how much my love meant to you. I was a fool to give you everything and to trust you."

A Dream "Love is all but a dream when the first kiss comes to you and you wish and hope that it’d stay forever. Love is all but a dream when hand in hand we walk down the road on that one beautiful spring day. We watch the birds fly and watch the flowers blossom along the alley of love."

A Day Without Love "There’ll be a day when the winter wind comes and sweeps away your love. There’ll be a day when the leaves begin to fall down on me from the dying autumn sky. There’ll be a day when the words that come out of your mouth will hurt me painfully, and this day, I’ll pray our love will last forever."

  Autumn Without You The wind rattling, the smell of the leaves, and the feelings I have when autumn comes. It’s the season of warmth and hopes. When the wind comes rattling along the emptiness, I suddenly think the wind is your footsteps. I walk along the road looking back and forth as the cars pass by me. I see two people sitting in the car, and I always think they’re you and me. We’re inside the car talking, having fun, and joking. Then, I remember that autumn is here, but you’re not. Autumn without you is like the trees without the leaves, and the leaves without their colors. I’m standing here in the middle of nowhere without you. Living without you is like living without the air, without my blood, and without my heart. You’ve left me standing here looking up at the blue sky thinking about us. I’m like a lonely leaf on a tree. I’m beginning to fall and fade out like the colors on the leaves. When the rain comes, it’ll wash me away like washing your love farther and farther aw...

Autumn Love The afternoon has come with the laughter coming from far away. Footsteps are coming from down the distance, and happiness is coming like the falling leaves outside the autumn afternoon. I remember yesterday when we walked together on this road, and I remember the love we had last autumn. Today, there’s nothing here. Where has autumn gone to? Where has our love gone to? The leaves change colors every autumn, and they fall down, but they grow back next year. You’re gone, but you’ll never come back. I can wait for autumn to come back next year and watch as the leaves fade away with the winter snow. I can also wait for you, but you won’t come back. I can count the leaves falling beneath my feet, and I can wait for the train to come back. Nevertheless, I know that when the train stops at the station, you won’t be stepping out to greet me.